“You’re not leaving us,” Finn informs me.
“I didn’t think you wanted me here in the first place,” I tell him, remembering how our relationship started. We’ve come a long way since then, but there are moments, I wonder if what we have is only physical.
Finn stares at me for a long while before he says, “I didn’t want you here. But I don’t know why I can’t let you go.” There is honesty shining in his eyes as he looks at me. “You deserve someone who can give you everything you need,” he tells me. “And I want to be that someone. We want to be that for you.”
I glance at Jarred, who’s watching me. Now that the truth about my mother has been revealed, and the contract torn up, I don’t have to marry Finn. I could walk away. I have my freedom for the first time in a long while. I’ve deleted my social media accounts to start fresh.
I no longer see myself as Zaria Abadi, but as Zaria Thorne. It may be my mind churning out unrealistic thoughts, but I do want Finn. And I want Jarred just as much. That brings a small smile to my face.
“I want this,” I whisper, flicking my gaze to both men. “I didn’t think I would. It’s not the type of person I am, but I feel as if I’m safe here. I feel like myself for the first time in so long. I can be honest with my feelings, show emotion, I can be real.”
Finn captures my cheek in his palm. The touch is gentle, affectionate. “You are real,” he insists. “We will never ask you to be anything other than yourself. I believe that is what a relationship should offer. But you also should be comfortable in your thoughts and feelings. You should have the confidence to love yourself before loving someone else.”
“And if you ever feel as if you’re going to step outside the path and lose yourself, then we’ll bring you back,” Jarred promises with a smile on his handsome face. I can’t deny they make me happy. I want to see how we can grow, how we can turn our three hearts into one.
“Then show me,” I whisper, my voice thick with the need to be with them again. This time, I want more than they taunted me with the first time. “I want everything. I want you both.”
Finn takes my hand and leads me back into the warmth of the manor. Jarred is at my back. With the darkness left behind, I step into the light of Finn’s bedroom.
It’s the first time I have been in here, and I find my gaze flicking around, taking everything in. The room is decked in soft browns and gold. It’s a rich color palette that shimmers with the golden light coming from the nightstand. The glowing bulb offers the space a warmth that no other room in this house has.
Finn stops with me beside the mattress. He tugs at my top, which comes off easily as I allow him to undress me. Once I’m in my underwear, the deep groans of both men skitter across my skin.
Jarred steps up to me, gripping my chin in his thumb and forefinger, and he pulls me closer for a kiss. The softness of his mouth against mine, the heat of his wet tongue dancing along my own makes my thighs squeeze together.
When he breaks the short-lived kiss, I turn to Finn, who has discarded his shirt. The smooth planes of his chest shimmer with the soft golden glow from the light.
“If you want this, show us,” Finn orders. The deep gravel in his voice makes me shiver. A smile dances on my lips as I drop to my knees before both men. The need inside me coiling like a serpent as I find my body responding to the lust coursing through my veins.
Jarred’s shirt falls to the ground in a soft whoosh. I start with Finn’s jeans, undoing the zipper with a loud hiss, before I turn to Jarred and mimic my actions. Once they’re both only in their boxers, I tease my hands over their thick bulges, and my pussy pulses with the desire to be filled.
I tug at their underwear. Both cocks jut out, and I grab them gently at first, then I stroke along the shaft, my tongue darting out to tease the weeping tip of both men. Salty flavor bursts on my tongue, and I savor the desire coating my tastebuds.
“Fuck,” Finn curses with a growl as I take him into my mouth, flicking my tongue over the piercing. His hand tangles in my hair, and I allow him to thrust deep until I choke. The feeling of submitting to his need causes my pussy to pulse once more. I want so much more from him. “You like that don’t you?” He grunts as I squirm on my knees. Lifting my eyes to lock on his, I can’t respond, but I hope he can see the desire burning in my eyes.
“Such a good girl,” Jarred coaxes as my hand strokes his cock, his thickness feels smooth against my fingers, and the metal bars tickling over my palm. Each time I reach the base, I slide back up. When Finn pulls from my mouth, spit trailing from my lips to the tip of his cock, he takes the shaft and coats it with my saliva.
I don’t wait for the order, before I’m taking Jarred into my mouth, just like I did Finn. His hips roll, thrusting toward my face as he fucks my mouth. The choking sounds echo in the room. Power burns in my veins as I look up at Jarred, taking in his inked skin which is a beautiful canvas.
His cock thick and violently fucking my throat, coating it in more saliva as he smirks down at me.
“I think it’s time our princess took us both again,” Finn murmurs as he moves away from me. He crawls onto the bed, before lying back and crooking his finger toward Jarred and me. The cock in my mouth pops out, and I’m pulled to my feet. My knees almost give out, I’m so turned on. My panties are soaked with the arousal dripping from me.
Behind me, Jarred drops to a crouch and tugs at my underwear. I step out of them and turn to regard him from over my shoulder. He lifts his hand, the material clutched in his fist as he brings it to his nose.
“You smell just like a blossoming rose,” he whispers as he inhales my scent, causing my cheeks to heat in embarrassment. We’ve already done so much together, but seeing him smell my panties is on another level. He shocks me then when his tongue darts out, and he laves at the wet material. A groan of satisfaction rumbles in his chest.
“Jarred,” I gasp in surprise. I didn’t think seeing someone lick my panties would turn me on, but it does. More than I care to admit.
“Just getting a taste, Rosebud,” he tells me with a wink before he helps me onto the bed. It doesn’t take long for me to straddle Finn. But the moment my leg swings over his torso, his hands grip my ass and he pulls me to his mouth.
“Time for me to have a taste as well,” he tells me before his tongue laps at my wet core. The sensation spirals through me, causing my body to shiver as pleasure zips down my spine. He doesn’t stop. And when Jarred joins us, he doesn’t touch me, but his mouth is on Finn, causing the man eating me out to growl, sending waves of vibrations through my pussy. My clit throbs with need while Finn devours my wet flesh.
My legs shake as my eyes fall closed. I don’t think I can stay like this for much longer. Finn dips two fingers inside me while he sucks my clit, then bites down hard, sending electric currents through my nervous system until I’m screaming his name.
He doesn’t stop, though. My hips roll as I ride his fingers, his face wet and slick with my juices as he finger-fucks me into oblivion. Fireworks sparks at the back of my eyelids while my mouth falls open on another mewl of bliss. My body feels alive.
The gagging sound of Jarred taking Finn’s cock sends me over the edge while Finn teases that spot deep inside me and I’m flying. Darkness consumes me, but this time, it’s not scary, it’s filled with pure, hot, and feral lust. I’m overtaken by it. The need to have both men inside me, the only thing I can think of.