That had been my job, and I'd fucking failed.
I ran my hands through my long hair and gave my head a shake. I had to stop thinking about this shit. What's done is done, and no amount of stewing over it was going to change anything. I'd leave Holly alone as she'd asked me to do. I'd pretend that we hadn't meant anything to each other when and if I ran into her again. Forget about the fucking years we'd been inseparable and happy. Forget about how we’d talked about our future together. I had to get a grip and move on as she'd begged me to do.
Yeah. Move on. Like LD. The poor brother had finally moved on with his life after his wife and kid had been murdered, but it had taken him years to get there. I couldn't imagine ever getting over something like that. I was happy that he’d found Jolene. I'd met her, but didn't really know her, but if she made LD whole again I was already half in love with her. The last time I'd contacted Demon, he'd filled me in that LD was planning to claim her officially on the day that I returned.
That brought me back to the memory of the day that I'd claimed Holly. Damn, that girl had been a little wildcat! So soft and sweet to the world on the outside, but a sexual, demanding nymph in the bedroom. She'd owned my balls as well as my dick, making the sex between us memorable every fucking time. The day I'd made her officially mine had been no different-- even knowing that we had an audience she'd shamelessly given herself to me.
I'd taken her out to Sunrise Heights, the official spot for where my brothers went to claim their old ladies. The rules had been set in place by the founding members of the MC, and were simple--fuck her in front of one or more brothers, and they returned to the clubhouse to confirm the official claiming. Most of my brothers didn't tell their women beforehand that they were being watched, which made for a very steamy, no-holds-barred fuck session.
Holly and I had been together for a couple of months at that point, but I'd known long before then that she was the one for me. The day arrived, and I’d taken her out to the location, harder than fucking stone the whole ride there. She'd teased me until it was all I could do to stay on the road, and I'd almost come in my fucking pants. By the time I turned off my bike I'd forgotten all about the reasons why I'd taken her there. I'd swung around on my seat and attacked her.
"I need you, Sax!" she’d whispered in my ear, right before sticking her tongue inside.
Her hands were already pulling and tugging at my cut and t-shirt to get them off. Growling with need, I’d helped her and then slammed my mouth down on her parted lips. As I devoured her lips and fucked the inside of her mouth with my tongue, her little claws had raked over my exposed flesh, mercilessly scraping over my nipples before tweaking them hard. Holly's sexual hunger had always matched mine, maybe even surpassed it at times when I was at my weakest. She thrived on attacking me when I was in the grips of coming hard inside her.
Why would this time be any different? Keeping my mouth locked onto hers, I’d tore at the delicate blouse she was wearing, ripping the thin material easily off her body, pleased to find that she wasn't wearing a bra. When my girl thought there might be sex involved between us, she’d dressed appropriately. And I was right--when my finger crawled up the inside of her thigh, beneath her skirt I found her bare, wet cunt.
"Fuck, Baby," I’d muttered against her swollen mouth. The thought that someone may have caught a peek of her pretty pussy on the way there and seen what was mine turned my blood hotter. "Love that you're ready for me."
"Always, Sax," she’d whispered with feeling. She’d sucked my bottom lip into her mouth, her hands trying to undo my pants, she was so eager. "I need your cock in me, Baby. Fill me with your hot cum."
Shit! I’d shuddered. This was the only time Holly had lost control and talked dirty to me, and I loved every word out of her mouth. She’d pulled my dick out and wasted no time taking what she wanted. Scooting into position, she’d guided my hard cock toward the glistening opening of her bare pussy lips, wrapped her legs around me tightly, and pulled herself sharply against my body, impaling herself. Sinking fully inside her, I’d rolled my head back on my shoulders and closed my eyes with indescribable pleasure.
When I opened them again it was to see that she'd leaned back on the seat, her head back, eyes closed, hair blowing in the breeze against her shoulders, leaving the top half of herself beautifully exposed to me in an erotic pose that sucked the breath from me. Her tits were thrusting forward, nipples hard little crowns just begging for my mouth. Growling, I leaned in to her and took the tasty flesh between my lips.
Her eyes flew open, and a sexy, knowing smile had spread across her face. Our lower bodies hadn’t yet moved, taking time to relish the feeling of first entering her that we both loved so much. As I’d run my mouth back and forth between her tits, she buried her hands into my hair and held me to her. But once I’d felt her tight pussy clamp down on my dick, I hadn’t cared about anything else but fucking her, and filling her with my cum
Holly knew what she liked, and she demanded it. It was the only time I let her have control, because she was wild with her needs. I began to move my dick in and out, groaning each time my flesh was swallowed up and held tight in her greedy little pussy. I kept my hands wrapped around her fleshy tits, pinching her nipples and enjoying the sounds of the breathless whimpers that rushed out between her parted lips. She’d moved her hips in response, meeting my thrusts, nails biting as she ran her open mouth along the side of my neck and shoulder.
When her teeth sank into me, I’d grunted and lost control, as she’d known I would. I grabbed her by the hair and snapped her neck back so that I had access to her throat. "Turnabout is fair play, Babe," I rasped between sharp nibbles. It had turned me on, marking my woman, and I sucked hard enough to leave the telltale mark. I’d wanted everyone who looked at Holly to know that she was claimed.
"Feels so good, Sax. I love your cock."
"I love you," I’d growled, saying the words for the first time.
Holly had drawn back and looked into my eyes, hers instantly filling with tears. "Really?"
I’d paused from thrusting. "Fuck yeah, Babe." I’d reached up and cupped her cheeks, taking in her flushed loveliness. "You're it for me." I wasn't moving, but I could feel my dick pulsing deep inside her.
"Oh, God! I love you, too!" she’d cried, wrapping her arms around my neck and kissing me. "I've been afraid to say it, afraid it would scare you," she confessed.
She hadn’t been wrong to think that way. When a man hears those words too soon it can send him running. But I'd known long before that moment that I loved this woman. Feeling her muscles clench around me caused me to begin thrusting again. We kept our eyes locked, watching the pleasure we were experiencing filter across our faces and fill our eyes.
"I want to watch you come on my dick," I’d rasped, picking up speed. At the same time I reached down to her clit, finding it swollen and sensitive. She’d quivered when I touched it.
"Yes!" she’d gasped, her lips parting as she sucked in air.
Tiny moans escaped her as I’d rubbed the little nub in the way I knew Holly liked. I sank my finger in her pussy with my dick to gather up more cream. Her nostrils flared, revealing how turned on she was. I’d shifted into a position that would allow my dick to hit her G-spot, and that was like striking a match. She’d cried out and fucked herself on my dick, clenching it tightly.