My hands reach out and I rip his dress shirt off, the buttons flying in all directions.
“Wrong answer.” He tsks and then his body is on top of mine, pressing into all the right places.
“Punish me.” I say and bite hard into my lip.
Oliver has a side to him that I can feel he holds back. I know it’s because of what he’s seen happen to me and what he knows happened to me. But I want him to be completely himself and I want him to be free.
“Kail…”
“Do it, Mr. Ballon.”
At my words, his face grows serious and his finger glides down my torso.
“You’re sure?”
“Do. I. Have. To. Repeat. Myself?” I throw back at him and his face lights up with a devious smile.
He rips my bra in the center, revealing my breasts and flips me over onto my stomach.
“What’s your safe word with Caine?” Everyone knows Caine is the dominating asshole of our equation.
“I don’t have one.”
His quick intake of breath betrays his surprise and he props my hips up, pulling me up to my knees. He can’t be any worse than Caine… right?
His fingers slip into the back of my thong and he rips them off my body in one rough pull. Then I feel him pushing his way inside me and I thank god I was ready to go.
This position always brings a slight panicky feeling at first but I’ve learned to concentrate on the smell and feeling of who’s behind me.
I begin to move with him, moaning loudly as he pulls out and slowly thrusts back in. Not nearly as bad as Caine. This is nothing…
It’s then that I feel the fabric of my thong being slipped over my head and wrapped around my neck.
“Did you think that was it?” His breath hits my neck and ear. “I’m just getting started, Kail. Did you want to rethink that safe word?”
I shake my head and gasp when I feel him tighten his hold on the lace around my neck. My air supply lessens but his strokes intensify, creating a panic induced arousal. My pussy is so wet, the fluids are sliding down my thighs and the noises it’s making is almost embarrassing.
He begins to slam into me, punishing me for defying him, and then he pulls back on the thong around my neck, making my head bend backwards. It’s uncomfortable but I can’t bring myself to tell him to stop. I don’t even think I can.
I can’t breathe and I know this is where I should be panicking but instead, I’m clenching around his hard cock. Blackness begins to bleed in around the edges of my vision but I can’t do anything but feel the explosion wrack my body as I try to gulp air.
“Almost a minute now, Kail.” His voice is taunting, nothing like the Oliver I know. “Think you can do two?”
I want to shake my head but the intensity of my orgasm wins out over my need to try and stay alive.
He hasn’t slowed down his thrusting, no, if anything he’s increased his speed and is seriously going to make me continue to struggle for air. My lungs begin to ache and my hand reaches up to the cloth around my neck. I can feel the deep imprint it’s leaving in my skin.
I want to tell him to stop, I want to tell him to go harder, my thoughts are a mixed jumble of needing air and wanting to come again.
I am nearly to the point of passing out, my vision is gray and my chest is constricting, when I feel myself coming again. It’s so intense and I’m helpless as I ride the wave, accepting that I may very well die here tonight.
“Fuck, yes.” I can hear Oliver, but he sounds like he’s under water.
Just as my vision goes completely black, I feel the lace loosen and I’m instinctively sucking in gulps of air. My throat burns from the rough fabric, my chest burns from lack of oxygen, and my pussy is throbbing from the most intense orgasm I have had yet.
“I’m… going… to… kill… you…” I get out between coughing and gasping.
“Safe words are important.” He says from behind me as he rubs my back. “I knew when to let go.”
I shake my head and lay there uselessly as his cum slides out of me. My body is still tingling, coming down from the high of not being able to breathe, and an orgasm that has rocked me to my fucking core.
I reach up and touch the tender spot around my throat where the fabric bit into the skin. It's slightly swollen and I groan as I imagine yet another mark on my body. Caine's teeth and fingerprints just weren't enough, I had to add Oliver's kink for strangulation.
Regardless, I can't seem to convince myself to hate it and as sadistic as it sounds, I want to see what else he likes to do.
"Are you okay?" He lays beside me and rubs a soothing pattern into my ass cheek.
"If I say yes, how soon can we do it again?"
He barks out a laugh and leans in to take my earlobe between his teeth. "Let's just take our time."
"You're like Jekyll and Hyde." I smile at him.
"Mr. Ballon and Oliver?" His eyes dance with mirth and I giggle into his arm.
"Let's shower and clean ourselves up. You might want to change the sheets though, you made a mess." I watch as he gets up from the bed in all his naked glory and pads towards the bathroom.
I lift my body and groan when I feel the sheet stuck to my chest and stomach. I guess I did make a mess.
After our shower and covering my throat with a good turtleneck, I head downstairs to find Caine and Cooper speaking low in the kitchen. As soon as I enter, they both stop and watch me closely.
"Is this about Brody?" I ask as I grab a bottled water out of the fridge.
Caine just gives me a smirk and Cooper eyes my outfit. "Chilly?" He snickers.
"Did Oliver teach his student a lesson?" Caine adds and they both erupt into laughter.
I can't hold in the grin that comes over my face and a part of me is happy they are so at ease with our situation.
"I kissed Zeke." I blurt out of nowhere and they both suddenly stop laughing.
"Did he like it?" Cooper's face is one of shock.
I sit down in a chair with a huff and roll my eyes. "I think so? Anyways, it was a one time thing. I'm sorry, I wasn't expecting for it to happen."
"Twenty bucks." Caine holds his hand out to Cooper.
"Fuck." Cooper groans and slaps a twenty in his hand.
"What's going on?" I look between them both.
"I just lost a bet." Cooper shrugs and leans back in his chair.
"What bet?" My voice is getting a bit more shrill as this conversation progresses.
"Breathe, Sha." Cooper places his hand on my forearm. "We were just betting on how long it would take for Zeke to..."
"Cross over to the dark side." Caine finishes for him and flashes me a devious grin.
"You guys are seriously dumb. He's not." I get up from the table and watch as a freshly showered Oliver strides in.
"Who's not?" He asks as he leans against the counter.
"Sha is doubting her allure." Cooper says as he stands and stretches. His shirt pulls up and I get a delicious look at the Adonis belt leading to the waistband of his jeans.