It took more strength and love than she realized to do whatever it took to make sure her daughter had the life and love she deserved. Rosalyn didn’t have a normal childhood, and she didn’t think she was capable of being a good mother and giving her daughter the love, nurture, and guidance she needed. I expressed that I understood and respected that. I also admired the fact that she was going to try and be in her daughter’s life now.
“But that doesn’t do anything about the fact that you left me knowing how I felt for you without even giving me the chance to remind you that I’m down for you. I could’ve handled that mane for you legally or illegally and you wouldn’t have had shit to worry about. I’m your man, and that’s my job, whether you think it’s my problem or not. When you’re in a partnership, everything that fucks with you fucks with me.”
Licking the corner of her mouth, she looked towards the door as her eyes blinked rapidly. “So are you saying you don’t want to be with me anymore?”
“Yea. That’s what I’m saying.”
Her head bobbed once. Rosalyn released a shaky breath as she stood. “Okay. That’s fair,” she almost whispered before biting down on her bottom lip. She pulled her shades from the collar of her shirt, my shirt, and covered her eyes as she walked away.
“You feel that?” I asked, and she stopped walking immediately. Her shoulders caved. Head hung. “That pain?”
I heard her sniffle quietly as she nodded. “Yes.” The tremble in her voice twisted my heart, but she needed this lesson.
“I’ve been feeling that ever since you broke up with me. Worse, because I had no idea why. If yo ass plan on makin’ either of us feel this pain again because you don’t want to communicate and let me in…”
She turned and damn near jogged over to me, dropping to her knees and taking my hands into hers. “I won’t, Ish, I swear. I will never do this again. I promise.”
Catching the tear that slipped from her eye, I nodded as I told her, “Aight. We good the–”
Before I could even get it out good, she was jumping into my arms and kissing me tenderly.
As bad as I wanted to kiss her, I pulled away, only because her actions demanded punishment and she didn’t deserve to be kissed.
“Go get in the bed. I got somethin’ for yo ass.”
Biting back her squeal, Rosalyn stood from her knees and headed to my room. I took a moment to admire the sway of her hips and jiggle of her ass before cursing under my breath and adjusting myself in my jeans as I stood. To build up her anticipation, I went to the kitchen and had a beer while checking with my accountant. I’d dropped off a package a couple of hours ago and needed that final count of what my guys had brought in for the week.
By the time I made it to the room, she was squirming in bed, antsy and waiting for everything I had in mind for her. Licking my lips, I headed for my closet and pulled out the box that held the sex toys that we’d purchased together. After grabbing the ropes, I closed the box and pushed it back to the back of my closet. At the sight of them, Rosalyn squeezed her legs together as she bit down on her bottom lip.
“You have a problem with control, Paradise. And this is an issue that keeps coming up for us.”
“Ish, baby, I…”
Her words ceased when I used her ankle to pull her to the middle of the bed. “I don’t want to hear another word outta you.”
Nodding, Rosalyn closed her eyes, and I watched as her chest began to rise and fall harder. After stripping her, I tied her arms and legs to the bed. As I grabbed the feather, blindfold, earplugs, and mouth wrap from my top drawer, I gave her the rules.
“If you talk without my permission, I’m covering your mouth. If you don’t obey my commands, I’m plugging your ears. You understand?”
She nodded again, opening and closing her legs already. I secured the blindfold over her eyes, wanting her pleasure and senses to be increased. I undressed and climbed into bed by her head. Lifting the back of it, I told her to, “Open your mouth.” She did, and I shoved my dick inside. My hands went from her breasts to her pussy, teasing her as she pleased me with her mouth. When it started feeling too good, I pulled out, not wanting to not be able to last for as long as I wanted to.
“Mmm,” she moaned, tightening at the feel of the feather against her skin. Her feet were my final destination, but I started at her neck and trailed it down every inch of her body. By the time I made it to her feet she was crying out. They were the most sensitive part of her body outside of her clit and G-spot. Her entire body trembled as she moaned and bit down on her lip every time she was about to curse.
Putting the feather down, I replaced it with my tongue. Her neck was my first destination, then I moved down to her breasts, licking and sucking and nibbling until she came. Then, I made my way down further and gave her pussy the same attention. I didn’t stop until she came again. This time, she whimpered, “Handle me – now!”
Not even bothering to remind her of the rules, I covered her mouth with the wrap, then pulled the band across her head until it was resting in the middle of the back of her head. She whimpered, lifting her hips, like that was going to make me give her the dick any sooner. I was about to fuckin’ bust, but I needed her to understand she had to give up some of that power and control.
If our relationship was going to work, we had to be united partners, operating as one. There would be certain times and situations where she would have to submit to me and follow my lead and times where I would have to submit to her and follow her lead, but at all times, she was gonna have to learn to communicate and comprehend me.
I positioned myself at her opening as I told her, “I want to hear you moan. If I remove this wrap, will you behave?”
Rosalyn nodded rapidly as her eyebrows wrinkled. Smiling, I removed the wrap from over her mouth. She was so fucking wet that I was able to slide into her with ease. The moment I did, her back arched off the bed as her mouth opened wide. I had the mind to fuck her fast and hard, but I decided to start slow and deep so she could feel the words I was too tired of saying to repeat again.
It took no time for her juices to coat my dick. The shit was so loud as it coated me, I had to close my eyes and bite down on my lip to keep from moaning her name. Rosalyn began to mutter my name, and even though that was technically talking, I didn’t mind hearing her sexy, melodic ass voice say that. Her walls began to heat and squeeze me a little tighter.
I looked down, and the clear wetness was replaced with white, thick creamy cum. Her whimpers turned into moans as her pussy pulsed. She came hard, bucking underneath me like a wild horse.
Once her orgasm was over, I untied her and told her to turn around before tying her back up. Instead of putting her on her knees, I made her lay flat so she could feel all of me. As soon as I slid back inside, I groaned a guttural, “Fuck,” before wrapping my hand around the back of her neck and pressing her further into the bed. My strokes sped up just a little to keep me from cumming already.
Each time I entered her she whimpered. Her fists were balled up. Pussy was hot and soaking wet. Toes were curled.
Jesus fucking Christ.
I kept my cool and pulled another orgasm out of her effortlessly. At this point, I was impressed enough with her to untie her hands. I let her get on her knees and spread her legs a little wider as I picked up the pace a second time. Placing my chest on her back, I lowered myself to her lips and kissed her hungrily until her moans made it hard for me to do so. Then I kissed her neck and spine before pulling out and sucking on her pussy until she fell into the bed and came again.