I always aimed to please.
I kept trying back then to get my father to notice me. But after all the years of drinking and gambling, Life took a toll. Father hurt my family especially my mother.
I'll be lying if I said it didn't bother me but it did.
I cannot be invisible any longer.
I cannot deny my feeling.
Lars slides his fingers into mine.
I turn and our eyes meet. I am happy to be with him. I know next to him is where I need to be. He's right you know.
Lars is right about everything. I must let go of the past. It has to be done.
If not then I'm going to find myself wanting more than I can give.
He stands and pulled me close.
He whispers into my ears, “It is going to be okay.”
I agree, his wounds are not that different from mine. On the surface we were broken especially as kids but now as adults It is time we create our lives.
Everyone seems to be controlling this now we have to take control of our own destiny. He slides his hand in my hair and says “Come on darling. Lets have a shower.”
I agree and follow his lead.
Only this time I'm standing by his side and not behind. The clock is ticking we know that but we don't care. He kisses my lips and I melt onto his arms.
My body ached for him as I watched him turn on the shower, slipping his shirt over his head leaving behind his shorts with nothing underneath.
"Come," He said, taking my hand and leading me into the shower. I watched as the water dripped down our bodies. I pushed my taut nipples on his toned chest. My erect buds felt like bullets. We both noticed more than the outline of our bodies thanks to out wet clothing.
“Darling Irina so sexy,” he murmured lowering his lips on my hard nipples and sucking through the thin wet fabric that barely covered my plump breasts.
His hands began kneading my breasts softly, as I watched the water glisten his body, his curls now completely limp and sexy still covering his face.I allowed myself to give his sensual touch, as his lips continued sucking through my bikini top.
"Ohhhh yes!" I moaned hard feeling my core get wet, never mind the shower. He stood up to face me, his fingers cupped my face, and slowly his lips met mine in a wet delicate kiss, parting my lips with his tongue and thrusting it into my mouth to meet my waiting tongue; that moment I knew I was addicted to his pleasure.
I kissed him back as our tongues continued exploring each other. His fingers slipped to my back and untied the knot of my bra letting it cascade down onto the wet floor; my breasts popped out free bounced ready for his pleasure.
The water from the shower drenched our bodies as my large plump breasts and hard engorged nipples begged for his touch.
"So beautiful," he said pulling his lips away from mine, grasping my breasts with the palm of his hands.
"If only you knew Irina, how much I wanted to have this moment with you," he growled lowering his face to suck on my nipples giving each one equal attention.
My body quivered ready for him to come inside my tight pussy; this was passion, we need this.
His hands still on my cupping my breasts, he got back up and began with an urgency that ignited a fire within me.
My hands instinctively moved around his neck and then down his back. His slender fingers moved down to my ass sliding under my wet panties and grabbing onto my ass cheeks with both palms; I moaned in anticipation of what was coming up next.
I wanted him to take every part of me as he said pulling back from my lips "You are so fucking sexy I can't believe you're mine. I can't wait to pleasure you!"
He began licking my nipples once more which sent a warm sensation between my legs.
My body began moving backward until my back hit the shower wall. My eyes darted to Lars's sexy underwear watching as his massive cock rose bulging out and clearly outlined behind his wet shorts. I could see every detail of his hard cock waiting to get inside my tight wet walls.
He slid my wet, drenched panties onto the shower floor revealing my well manicured pubic nest. Slowly, he worked his way back up kissing my inner thighs.
He moaned:" so sweet”
He buried his face between my legs. He slid his tongue out and began licking my clit slowly in a circular motion. He clasped my hands with his strong palms as his sensitive tongue licked the inside, outside and all sides of my intimate lips.
Almost immediately, while he worked his tongue on my nub and slid a finger deep inside my tight wet hole; I screamed as an intense orgasm shot through my body.
"Hmm, good girl," he said rising back to his feet.
"I'm going to take you here in the shower, okay?”
"yes ! Oh yes please...."
He took the soap and began lathering up my body, instructing me to turn around for him while he slowly lathered up my ass.
He then turns me around to face him and watch, as he slowly takes down off his shorts, letting his big hard cock falling to my palms. I stroked his thick pre-cum dripping hard cock up and down with my slender fingers.
I instinctively drop to my knees watching his facial expression as I lower my lips onto his huge cock unsure if I was doing it the right way. He noticed and guided me along, showing me how he wanted me to suck his hard cock.
I began bopping my head back-and-forth sucking him hard.
At some point, I flicked my tongue over the length of his shaft from the bottom all the way down up to the top of his cock head moving my tongue over the slit of his mushroom crown. Then I placed his thick cock back in my mouth and stroked the length of his thick shaft with my fingers.
He tangled his fingers in between my hair, and grabbed a fistful of my wet hair, thrusting his hips as he pulled my head closer to his region ensuring the full length of his shaft was fully down my throat.
He tasted delicious I enjoyed my first time, as he growled and grunted from the pleasure taking over of his body.
He let go of my hair and placed his hands behind his back, thrusting his hips forward to meet my sucking action, while I stroked his cock up enjoying the delicious taste of his pre-cum flowing into my mouth as shower water flowed freely between us.
I couldn't wait any longer.
I can't believe I would no longer I wanted him back inside my walls.
The shower felt so good, as his body tensed up ready to cum. He pulled me up just at that moment, then turned me around my hands pressed up against the wall and my bottom pressed up in between his thighs.
I felt his hands clasp my derriere, spreading my legs apart as he placed his big cock head in between my legs right at my slit ready to push inside my tight intimate hole.
For a moment, I feared what was coming up next as my body scooted forward to get away. But I reminded myself that I wanted it.
He held my waist in place with his hands. Then he said: "Relax baby, it's going to be good just relax just relax, I will be gentle ."
Slowly he slipped his cock head into my core from behind.
As his girth stretched my hole open, I felt pressure as he thrust his thick hard cock straight my intimate walls and almost in an instant the pressure disappeared, replaced instead by unimaginable pleasurable strokes from his massive dick stretching my tight pussy walls open.
He continued pushing in and out, deeper, faster and harder; his cock inside me felt incredibly filling.
"Oh, hmm don't stop, oh."
I was so wet my pussy accepted all of him inside me.
I became a panting female.