I guess I'm safe here at least for now.
My mom and dad are separated but for some reason he still has a hold of her.
The moment I relaxed, I stared at my mother. She was hiding something, I just knew it. She kept averting my gaze.
I said, “What is it mother?”
She swallowed and said “your father’s concerned.”
I said “does he know I'm here?”
She shook her head and said “no I when I got the call that you were coming over. I was happy.”
“I didn't tell him… but you ….”
I cut her words short by saying, “no I don't want my father to know about this.”
Mom looked away as though she was hiding something.
I asked her “what is it?”
she swallowed and said “nothing”
I knew there was more to the story when she turned her back to me. Then she said, "you should be happy that you are getting married to the richest man…”
She paused and held her tongue.
I knew in that moment, I knew there was something else. Something was holding her back from speaking any further then I turned and suddenly, out of the shadows, I see a familiar face. I see my father.
He smiles and pulled his arms open and says, “ Irina.”
Horrified, I couldn’t believe it.
The tears welled up in my eyes. Why was he here?
Why did I think I could run away?
Father practically owns me.
He runs my life.
I said within myself. My mother stepped back and let my father take over. I couldn’t believe it after all they years, she stuck by him. For crying out loud he tried to hurt even though he claims it was an accident.
I remain silent as he spoke. He said “you're going home with me. And just so you know your mother and I are thinking of getting back together.”
Lies! It was all lies. He had no intentions of getting back with mother.
He had a ton of girlfriends and with his gambling addiction, what woman in her right mind would go back to a man like that?
I shot my mother a look that spoke volumes.
“How could you?” I wanted to tell her this is wrong. But she looks away. I sigh. She thinks she still loves him but does she truly know what love is? She stares at me straight face. A look that said she was the authority figure. I couldn’t do anything else. I had to go.
I relent and follow father back home.
Of course prior to our leaving, he promises my mother that she be back in the house soon. She agrees and kisses him. I sigh and looked out the window and before I knew it I was headed back home.
My father was making arrangements with a different suitor he claims is richer. I'm glad you kept your virginity intact, that's what a lot and just so you know I'm doing this for you.
I swallowed there's no way he was doing this for me and he knew it he was doing this all for himself why lie?
I didn't say another word.
I hurried to my bedroom and laid there.
I stared out the window that night when suddenly someone climbed in.
It was Blake and some of the other man.
They captured me and bundled me into the car.
My father must've heard the commotion and the sound of the car speeding away because when I looked back, he was running after the car trying to stop it.
I guess fathers guards were not looking out properly otherwise they would've known Dimitri’s men were coming.
I notice Father talking to Dimitri.
We arrive at Dimitri’s mansion. Moments later, Dimitri arrives and is ushered in first. Then I am led into the home to stand before him.
He's determined to have sex with me now.
He looks lustfully at me. As though trying to see if I'd been touched in any way by Lars. I sobbed and thought.
If Lars loved me why did he let me go? I'm heartbroken because I think I am lost forever.
“You need to relax,” Dimitri says to me.
I was not going to relax.
He's not going to take me that easily oh no no way.
I push back from him and say “listen, I promise when I'm ready I would do this.”
He laughed wickedly and said “you were more than ready. I believe Lars must've taken good care of you.”
I swallowed.
I didn't want him.
I wasn't attracted to him.
Why wouldn't he just let me go leave me alone.
He moves closer. I push back again.
Then I blurted out:
“Anything to you want from me you can get with another woman.”
He laughs and says “you really think this what this is about? I paid big money for you.”
I said no.
He laughs and says “Fine I'll make it easier for you because I'm sure you've never done this before. you will get dressed and prepared for me. but we are going to do it.I am sure you are already broken in the ass.”
I feel nauseous.
“Blake come over here,” He growls.
I swallowed my eyes why didn't fear trembled in my body. I thought
oh my God where is Lars why wouldn't he just show up and save me from this? I need him or please he needs to come now?
Maybe this is what fate is trying to tell me something.
maybe there's no getting out of Dimitri's Lair, once you locked in.
I trembled as the men made their way towards me.
I knew that was no going back there was no saving anything now. I braced myself what lay ahead. Dimitri commands his guards that I prepare for me for a night of pleasure.
He wants to marry me as soon as possible privately between a few friends he says.
And then he's going to have sex with me and have people watching. it was also bizarre.
I didn't want it.
I wasn't going to let it happen either.
I was going to stand firm and find a way out of this.
Even though I knew there really wasn't anything I could do about my situation.
Oh Lars where are you?
I cry as Blake’s hand grips tight on my arm.
It hurts oh it hurts.
Is there no way out of this? Perhaps my father was right. I guess I have no choice but to submit…
Dimitri moves close he crushes his mouth on mine as the others hold on to me.
I bite his lip.
Angered he slaps my face and orders the men to take me away.
“Teach her a lesson but bring her back here untouched….Her pussy is mine!” He growls.
“Yes boss…we will make sure she is ready for you!”
Lars
I should never have let her go.
I say underneath my breath.
What was I thinking? I made a huge mistake doing that I had made a huge mistake letting her go.
I love her and what an idiot I been.
I locked up the house. Determined to go far away from this place. I thought I could get far away.
But then something held me back.
I should've told you how I truly feel, Irina. I should have said I love you. I really love her more than anything in the universe.
It wasn't just sex.
It wasn’t lust. I should've let her in completely. She is the one I love. Something must be up. Dimitri is not calling. God I hope she is still safe.
I grab my gun and head over to her mother's place. Once I arrive, her mother tells me she's being taken away by father.