“I’m ready!” He cried and grabbed the bedding as Hawk’s fingers curved around his prostate. He ground hard and Casper’s back came off the bed as pleasure rolled down his limbs and his thighs shook. “Fuck! I’m close! Hawk, please!” He raised his head and looked down his body at Hawk but he didn’t look like he was planning to move any time soon. He lowered so he could spit on his fingers but his eyes held Casper’s as he continued to finger him. “Hawk!”
“Hmmm?” It was lazy as his tongue teased the underside of Casper’s sac before he sucked. His fingers massaged Casper’s prostate firmly and he was helpless as the pressure swelled and every nerve wound tighter, tighter, tighter. Then, Hawk’s lips wrapped around the end of Casper’s shaft and the world exploded into bright white light. Casper’s head snapped back and he came with a shredded roar. His body jumped and convulsed as Hawk milked his prostate and sucked Casper’s release from him.
“Oh fuck, Hawk! Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck...” Casper babbled as he pulled at his hair and his face and he tasted tears and blood. He heard another lazy, satisfied hum as Hawk rose on his knees and a long string of spit and cum dripped from his lips, into his palm.
“I didn’t have any lube either so I had to improvise,” he drawled as he stroked his cock and got it slick.
“You keep KY in your bag,” Casper slurred as he watched Hawk coat his thick length then guide the head to his hole. Hawk looked over his shoulder before he flashed Casper a wicked grin.
“There sure is, isn’t there? I’ll try to remember that for next time,” he said as he fell forward and caught himself with his hand. He braced it over Casper’s shoulder as he filled him with smooth, steady thrusts, forcing all the air from his lungs.
“Next time?” Casper wheezed as his head rolled deliriously. Hawk was so hard and so deep, Casper felt so wonderfully full of him.
“I’m hoping there will be a next time,” Hawk said tightly as he flexed his hips, driving harder and deeper. “Fuck, you feel so damn good,” he groaned. He hooked Casper’s leg around his waist then gathered his face in his hands and Hawk was mesmerizing as his hips pumped smooth and fast. Silky heat seeped from Casper’s hole as Hawk’s pre-cum leaked into the crack of his ass. They were slick with sweat and mindless as they kissed and sucked at each other’s lips and fought to get deeper and harder. Casper’s nerves flickered and tightened again and he wrenched his lips free as another orgasm washed over him.
“Christ!” He screamed and clawed at Hawk’s back and shoulder as he shuddered beneath him.
“Oh fuck, Casper!” Hawk sobbed as he slammed forward and locked Casper’s ass against his groin. He bucked hard and Casper yelped as a rush of heat flooded his passage. Hawk bit into Casper’s shoulder to muffle a yell as his hips twitched and he shivered. “Holy shit,” he sighed as he melted over Casper. Hawk murmured his name as he pecked at his lips and it was the most miraculous moment of Casper’s life as cum leaked from his hole. His old, broken and hideous body had been replaced with vibrating, glowing goo and Casper didn’t think he’d ever stop smiling. It had finally been good for something other than pain and it wasn’t his anymore. It all belonged to Hawk now. “Are you alright?” Hawk whispered and sucked on Casper’s lip. “You taste like blood,” he complained as he propped his head up with his palm. “I should have fixed that first.” Casper pulled a face and shook his head.
“I have never been this alright in my life. I don’t give a damn about my forehead!” He laughed but Hawk clicked his teeth and pressed a quick kiss to his lips.
“Don’t move!” He ordered and they both hissed and groaned as he pulled out. Hawk rolled off the bed and hurried from the room. He came back a few moments later with a damp washcloth and retrieved a tube of KY lubricant from his bag. “We can try this later,” he said as he tossed the tube at a pillow then eased Casper’s thighs apart so he could clean him. Casper’s lips twisted and his face scrunched as he stared at the ceiling.
“This part is weird but I wouldn’t mind doing the rest again. If you want,” he added casually but he held his breath as hope swelled. Hawk gave Casper an impatient look as he threw the washcloth at the dirty laundry.
“If I want?” He shook his head as he grabbed his bag and found a vial and a syringe and arranged everything he’d need to stitch Casper’s brow on a tray. “I want you now, more than I did before you limped in here with your face cut open,” he grumbled as he filled the syringe and flicked out the bubbles and Casper rolled his eye as Hawk turned.
“I don’t need that.”
“Come on, do it for me. Why ruin that with pain?” Hawk said as he waved at Casper then added the syringe to the tray and carried it to the bed. He set it next to Casper then got on the bed and straddled him.
“I do feel unusually relaxed,” Casper admitted and his teeth dug into his lip as his hand hovered cautiously over Hawk’s thigh.
“You can touch me as much as you want,” Hawk said and placed Casper’s hand on his leg. Casper’s heart raced as it glided over coarse hairs and firm muscle. “This might sting,” Hawk whispered as he leaned forward and poked Casper’s forehead with the needle. Casper was too distracted by the hair on Hawk’s chest and stomach and the nest of black and grey hairs at the base of his cock. He was semi-hard and Casper barely noticed as Hawk quickly and neatly stitched his brow and dabbed at it with a paper towel and antiseptic. Casper was still in awe and it was too surreal, being so close and allowed to touch to his heart’s content. He never got to touch anyone unless he was hurting them. Good and decent people recoiled from Casper in disgust and terror. For good reason, a voice argued and Casper hummed as he petted the hair in the center of Hawk’s chest. He’d sleep there. Casper could finally touch and taste and see what sex was like with a real man. You’re only going to get one shot at this and it might cost you everything. You’d better make it count.
“I won’t ruin this,” Casper vowed. He’d learn how to please Hawk with his body and find some way to keep him.
Chapter 18
“Just put that in there, in the middle of the floor,” Hawk told the two delivery men as they carried the long, flat box across the front lawn.
“What the fuck do they want?!” Casper screeched from his lab and Hawk winced.
“They’re delivering some equipment I ordered,” he called and offered the other men an apologetic smile as he stepped aside and waved at the living room. They lowered the box onto the floor and the older, taller of the two mopped at his head with a handkerchief and looked at the stairs anxiously.
“Do you want us to stay and assemble it?”
“God, no,” Hawk said and they both gasped in relief.
“Thank you, sir! They took care of everything up at the house,” the taller man said and the younger man nodded quickly.
“Go on. Thanks for getting it inside for me,” Hawk said but they were already on their way out the front door. Hawk waved and laughed as it slammed shut and the van peeled out of the driveway a moment later. “We’re gonna work on your manners while we’re at it,” Hawk yelled as he went to check the oven.